To sit in a room and not know the touch of someone that u love so much...to wait just hoping their words you'll hear, of how they love an hold u dear...to see anquished lips, where a smile should be..would build an ever lonely darkness in me...
Then her eyes, they would shine like stars in the sky, they would follow me as I walked by, focused on me wherever I'd go, steadfast even while her body did throw.. It was through those eyes that I felt her love, sometimes I feel it now though she has gone above...

we were 17 when we started dating in 1983...we were married 20years
everything is a blur now. conversations long forgotten, promises kept, promises broken.where did it go? the time? the memories? its hard to recall them...hard to recall so much now..except those eyes.

I miss you so



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Hi Jamie, beautiful heartfelt words. I understand perfectly as I go through my third year of mourning for my husband. The first year is the hardest, and then every anniversary brings out the pain again.

thank you Alice...

Just lovely.You were both lucky to of found each other.xxxxxx

Jamie,

That was a beautiful tribute to your wife.

Carla

Jamie- this breaks my heart. Life is for sure unfair to some people. One foot in front of the other, and keep breathing. . . grief is crushing and at times overwhelming. But I just loved this poem/write up of your wife. It really shows the love and devotion that you shared on earth and will continue to share now in another way, but still a very special one (special way I meant). Take care of yourself